I Chose To Stay

Langkawi Island

2011-05-31T13:40:00.004+08:00

one year once, arp camp. this year it was held at Langkawi Island. overall, i say its fun.

went to school by 9.30pm on friday night, bus started off at 11pm. reached the kuala perlis jetty at 5.45am. waited for our ferry which is the 9am ferry to Langkawi. ferry ride to that island took another 1h30mins. =s

this is the first ever picture we took by ourself.

reached beringin resort, set up our tents by the sea side. done everything, chit-chat awhile then we slept for hours until 5pm. woke up, nothing to do, then camwhore at the beach.

chloe, me, inn and mee mee

nice pic. but spoilt by the rubbish bag at the back there. =(

our feet

the camwhore queen took it.

yeng-ness.

the grass.

we can camwhore with the grass alone. LOL

nah. again. btw, credit to 32. i din take this pic, its 32's hand took it. =D

you want food? then u have to show me your cute face. =D

another cutie. =DD

the peacock in museum mahsuri. =D

ticket to enter museum mahsuri.

me and mee mee at the seafood restaurant.

we reached school at 4am today. LOL. thanks inn's bro for fetching. slept over at inn's house. went breakfast with chloe after that and she fetched me home. =)

somehow, i gained alot from this camp. lesson that i learnt will become my experience. i'll miss everything happened there, and will remember all the time, keep it in my memory and will not delete it forever and ever. you existed in my life. you paint my life with colours. i'll remember everything between you and me. =)

2011-05-26T03:20:00.002+08:00

after thinking so many hours, so many days..its really hard to make this decision. somehow, i did. i just dont want you nor me to suffer anymore. will keep it going on this way. i guess i know what you still thinking and how you feel. you might be the last one for me..cause i tried to let go..and its still stick to me. i really wish to forget you. but i really cant do it. maybe you can. i really tried. tried so hard..however, i still want to know the truth before telling you the truth. goodnight.

2011-05-20T18:57:00.002+08:00

know what? as im growing day by day, the more i cant put in how i feel into words. with everything happening around me now, made me feel that im such a useless human being on earth. i dont wish to step in any deeper in this case..but if i dont, i cant test myself right? hmm. but seems like i cant take it. too much for once. i must learn more about handling stress and the situations.

however, picture do the talking.

it was awkward. after not talking to you for days. i miss you deeply.
happy 520 my love <3

2011-05-10T14:14:00.002+08:00

just feeling updating. so..2posts in a day. =)

too much of happenings these few days. dont know how to accept all at once. as im growing day by day, the human beings i met increases, the more faces and attitudes i can see. now i realise that the earth is really huge. any kind of human beings exist within our expectation. sometimes, i'll think..why they'll never understand how i feel? do they know whats happening and hows the feeling? im not being stubborn. im just expecting them to think rationally, fair and square. no one is absolutely right and absolutely wrong. so why you all can make a decision saying that this is wrong and this is right? well, im not talking bout drugs. =P you only listen from one side, and you already made the decision that another party is wrong. is it fair? why not you analyse it after you listen from both parties? i understand it very well. cause i see it from the middle. the fair zone. well, sometimes its really easy to say it. but tough for you to achieve it. dont know what im crapping. i cant control my mind. it just keep me thinking about all these and..cant concentrate on what im supposed to do. hate myself for this.

2011-05-10T14:08:00.002+08:00

opps. someone complaint about this huh. alright. updates. but its an emo post.

if i can get back to that moment, i wish i'll never admit bout it and everything will remain the same. yeah. sounds so irresponsible but to keep something good. its worth doing so.somehow, after knowing what you thinking about, its worth. at least its not as cold as i expected. hmm. complicated stuffs stuffing in again. im not that brave. i dont know how to figure out my words. let it be alright? just dont want to lose you. i cant imagine how is it going to be without you. you are the most important one in my life. just you and only you. kind of speechless with myself nowadays. really dont know whats wrong. even myself i cant get it. so what more bout you? not your problem. its my fault. its a wrong path for both. but how to overcome? let it go? dont know. haha

2011-03-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

remember today okay. its worth to remember. keep it in your memory. =D

2011-03-13T15:49:00.002+08:00

now. which way to turn to. cant control it. drop by drop, dripping at the tip. guiltiness flood in my heart. awesome

SKIPPING SCHOOL IS BORING.

2011-02-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

2011-02-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

thats...not really the way to move forward. oh. im not moving forward. im actually still at the same point. stationary.
*skip this*

OMGGGG. i cant control my heart anymore. IM MISSING YOU PEOPLE ALOT. lau chia sing! the last i saw you was at yulek steamboat restaurant. omg. i miss you alot. T.T who else? those consider frequent still okok la. i miss vicky, yi yeen, LU EE, and.................fellow members of 5Gaharu! ='( urgh. damn it. really not in the mood cause..miss you all too much. i feel so bad. sigh
too much of VI in my life currently till i think i missed out alot out there and still missing out. sandra already left us for australia. didnt get to make a farewell for her. not even a small gathering. when do we really have the time, so that everyone can make it for the gathering? blame myself too for the happenings currently. not to say VI mates not good. but i spend with them every single day. i will appreciate all these moments while i can now. i know...we are separating soon. i dont want to regret someday after i graduate, like how i did in high school. i don want a repeat for my pre-u. =) love you all alot. <3

2011-02-11T21:26:00.001+08:00

something is wrong with my heart these few days. fml. i just cant control myself. drop by drop of tears falling off my eyes. is it worth crying for you?

2011-02-03T14:34:00.000+08:00

GONG HEI FATT CHOY!!! win more and drink more everyone! =DD

2011-02-01T14:35:00.008+08:00

hmm. nowadays i dont have the urge to update my blog. lethargic kills for the past few days. today the sun shines through my window, finally. i have been waiting for the sun since like ehrm...friday? btw, happy wilayah day and happy cny in advance!

i already reminded myself not to miss you anymore. i got to say, its tough to control my brain. sigh. days without you in my life were hectic. sometimes i will ask myself, will you come back to me? i love you.

2011-01-29T06:50:00.002+08:00

getting really fed up with what happened. i dont know how to fix it. its getting worse day by day..skip this**

is it very weird that we are now..getting not so close? is it something good or bad? hmm..but i'll still love you

insane me

2011-01-26T20:30:00.003+08:00

i never think about worth or not at the moment whenever you need my help. i gave out all i can, as long as i can lessen your burden. flash back...is it worth doing all these for you? i knew the answer. i knew it. i already made my effort. i cant change the fact that you cant see my effort. its okay. im not hoping a return from you. the feeling i want is the satisfaction i got whenever i see that you're happy. its time to let go. you gave me sweet, sour and bitter. its a good experience i can say. and i'll always miss you like how i do every moment.

2011-01-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

ooooh! i forgot to post a resolution post here together with a summary of my 2010 life. seems a lil late now. but..nvm la. still can pass on my message here. 2010 was an awesome year. hmm. i mean my awesome life started once i enter vi. no doubt that the orientation week was tough. i feel strong for im still there til the last day of orientation. im lucky to enter vi in 2010. vi is the place where i met these bunch of awesome human beings. much love for inn inn darling and chloe dear. reading up all my post before this, i realise im useless. i never made any of my promise. i just love postponing everything. but now i promise to change for a better future. i wont play truancy anymore. and i'll do homework n study. not only that, i have to focus on sam and clu. but of course, sam comes first then clu. too much of happenings on the first week of school now. i felt exhaust! but i know i can stand for it. cheers. all the best to myself in 2011. a very very very important year.

CLU Annual Trip 2010

2010-12-28T15:24:00.004+08:00

its a 4days 3nights trip.

venue: bukit panorama, pahang
awana kijal, terengganu

bukit tinggi, pahang

tuesday night, 10pm, we gathered at vi and we depart around 11.30pm. the journey to bukit panorama was kind of scary. hmm...not because of the driver of course. its the scenery. along the way, it was still clear in kl, and its totally different in pahang. that highway was empty, seriously not even 1 vehicle around except for our bus and the mist was like O.O! we reached the leg of bukit panorama at 4.30am. rest a while, waited til 5am. its an awesome hill!!! get what i meant "awesome". i used like 45-50mins to get up the top of the hill. coincidence, i wasnt feeling well that morning. so..i must thank those who cared for me. especially wei inn <3

so here's the top. we were waiting for sunrise. too bad. no sunrise for us to watch. =(

no sunrise, then we went down the leg and breakfast! ...sorry. no yong tau foo too. bad luck. @.@

at the beach. too bad. i cant go in the sea water. sigh

nah. some jump shots

we were like waiting fr tsunami to happen?? CRAZY *notice: there were numbers labelling us. im no.1* =D

girls. opps. i mean another boy on the left. XD

*kick the sands!*

the hanging bridge =))

at the museum. erm. sungai lembing's museum

extra love the above picture. i dont know why i love it. hehe

this is a memorable picture. still wanted to laugh when i saw this picture. XD

got nothing better to do...so...dikir barat lorh

turtle sanctuary

done with it. go home.. sleep! =DD

extension

2010-12-16T18:36:00.003+08:00

more pictures uploaded. =)

was in the cable car. and its her first time. =)

was walking around and stop here for few shots. was still early

a lil too much eh?

the scarf is tied around us. heh. it was my idea. ;)

after starbucks session, beh tahan. too cold and scary, changed location to only mee. we eat, drink, chit chat and sleep here. =)

unwanted children at the casino lobby

pirate ship.lucky me. the one sit beside me vomited @.@

the fast speed roller coaster. =)

the wooden roller coaster.

we didnt get to snap during the corkscrew ride. awesome trip. =))

Genting

2010-12-11T16:55:00.002+08:00

look at this and u know how cold it was that night.

and this fellow looks like eng leong very much! once i snapped this, he walked away. proved that he let me snap him, then only go geh. lol

there are more pictures, but have to wait them to upload it. haha

2010-12-06T00:57:00.002+08:00

i took the left 1. know why? cause it bend somewhere and never see the other end. i dont know if im right. i dont know how tough its going to be. but if not mistaken, i took the tough way. hey. who knows if in the future i get a better life? bitter then sweet? or...the worst, sweet then bitter. 3 words i know, which is I DONT KNOW.

2010-11-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

whats worth? i wonder is it that 3 words really disappeared on earth. of course i dont feel good when i heard about it. its like taking my nerve. its ok. you can leave my life. i'll remember you. i still will remember everything sweet we did together. you left footstep in my heart. as i expected. but i never wish the thing i expect come true. what i wish it dont come are already here. its ok. i'll learn how to accept and let go. i'll live better than you do. thanks for giving me all the sweet, sour, bitter or what ever. because it strengthen my soul and mind. thanks for the experiences. i'll take it as one of my obstacle god gave me in life. lastly, thank you.

2010-11-21T12:48:00.004+08:00

how? the sourness i never liked before. i dont like sour. i dont like. i seriously dont. but im drown in the sea of vinegar. my heart having flash flood with vinegar now. why me AGAIN? is it feeling better with the blame on me? its something really hard for me to accept. is it that worthless to put the faith in me? i dont what am i to you in your mind. i never bother to know about it. because, once again, out of my control. no. im not blaming anyone for what happened. i just want to say that i've got a feeling too. im not a superwoman or someone real good. IF im a superwoman, the song 超人不會飛 suit me now. im nothing but an ordinary human with pure feelings. i wish i wasnt there and i wish my heart is a rock. everything is linked together now. and everything became my fault. no more good laifun on earth from now onwards. i'll learn how to be a materialistic human being on earth to survive a lil bit longer in this tough and evil competition. no one to believe but yourself in this cycle. in conclusion, i have got nothing in my life.

有义气 . i'll cut off this 3words from my life.

2010-11-21T12:45:00.001+08:00

One In A Million lyrics

2010-11-17T21:45:00.004+08:00

more than words.
i signed in for 30mins. i know i wanted to update my blog. but. yeah. 30 mins, my mind still blank.
in my mind now, its all about money. the worst prob on earth. no1 can help me now. only keep praying that god can give me the way. i got my lesson already. i knew it.

p/s: inn, im really touched

2010-11-09T17:43:00.001+08:00

TAN MEI FANG GOOOOOOOOOD LUCK!!!!

I Love You

2010-11-07T14:17:00.002+08:00

I scold my brother = You're so cruel

I tease him = You're so mean.

I mock him = You're heartless.

I discourage him = You're callous.

I scoffs at his ideas = You're not a sister.

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But hey,

Being rude to somone doesn't mean that you don't care,

doesn't mean that you're unfeeling.

In fact, you feel so close to that person,

you don't mind being rude at all.

You act honestly. You act as your heart says.

Not a tinge of need that you have to worry that particular person

would mind your acts, leads to rudeness.

That's when you see how siblings yell at each other,

how parents could cuss around in front of their spouse and

grown up children.

That's how when you raise your legs and have them on the table,

not have any table manners, don't bother to say hi and bye to

your sibling.

It's not rude. It's love.

In fact, I think they may be this graph showing that rudeness

is linearly proportional to intimacy. Okay intimacy here refers

to relationship bonds.

*sources taken from diane cheong's blog*

2010-11-07T14:10:00.002+08:00

believe me, blogging is no longer a trend. look at all the lazy human beings. all also lazy to update blog. sigh. so i dont know what happened to you all recently.
right now, im so sleepy that i want to a short nap. but the phone CANT STOP ringing. kanasai la. argh. fine. i'll do my maths now or maybe eat something. im bored.

2010-11-06T15:41:00.002+08:00

inspired by wei inn to update my blog. if not, i think i wont be that hardworking during the holidays. =)
i feel that blogging more to a report of life nowadays. but i will type out everything i did from now on, hopefully its a everyday report of what i did and how i feel, and i will not lock my blog so that if anything happened on me, you all still can read my blog. too many incidents made me really think about life. life brief's candle. a blow will shut your life. this poem always remind me how short life can be. heard something from the radio, saying that there are 3kinds of love in life. we need these 3loves to find the true one of ourselves. the 3loves are love from the family, from friends and your another half. found it quite true. =)
back to my report, yesterday woke up early. well, i dont want to. but too many human beings walk in and out of my room, forced my to wake up. i tumpang my sis car to go leisure mall then take bus to time square to meet up with zizi and eng leong. i thought im going to be late cause my sis have to get a bottle of wine for her friend. lol. search at carrefour express, dont have, then went to jusco mahkota cheras. bought the gift set, then my sis have her breakfast at oldtown. i really thought im going to be late!!! but i was wrong leh. i reached 30mins earlier than we planned. LOL. met up with eng leong n levon, then wait for zizi. slow poke laaa. she need to buy her stuffs at guardian and change the shirts and body glove. and so i ran to the body glove shop and change it for her sis, and they went guardian to buy her stuffs. walked super fast to lrt station. reached there early, but miss 32 was LATE. another 1 slow poke. sigh. then went to mbo for movie tickets. I CAN SAY, THE MUMMY SERIOUSLY NOT NICE. so yeah. people, dont watch it if you dont want to waste your money and time. nothing to do then hang out at endah parade. go there eat tong yuen only leh. =='' i felt that we are a very very random gang. and i think its something good. =) today went tuition at kolej bandar. thought its going to be 3hours lesson. but luckily its not. hehehe. was late ah!! if my bro didnt wake me up, i think i'll sleep till 9am. wei inn was late too. i saw her msg once i woke up. lol. kesian michelle waiting at plaza rakyat alone for 30mins. XD then we headed to eat porridge at petaling street. banyak mahal la our breakfast! after tuition then hang out at kfc, just sit there for their are cond and chit chat there for an hour then off back to home. okay. tired of typing ady.
picture of the day: carol's face here. i super like this picture. =D

2010-11-04T22:08:00.002+08:00

and im seriously disappointed with you all. dam it pissed me off.

2010-11-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

life in lower six. its ending soon. thanks meifang for reminding?? well. its a bad reminder. i feel sad. i dont want it to end this fast. just 2more weeks to go. i rather dont go through the long holiday. i dont want my lower six life pass just like that. i want a bigger achievement i my life. im not satisfied with it yet. sigh. today supposed to be a happy day right??? but sadness can be hidden deeply inside. im not happy. there is just something missing in my life when i laugh. when everyone not around, the tears just cant stop flowing at the tip of my eyes. i can no longer control myself. may i know whats wrong with me?? back to topic. upper six life is coming. im so not ready. how??? problems keep bothering me. helpless. fine. just forget it. i cant do anything other than avoiding it.

ONCE AGAIN, I'LL FOREVER AND EVER MISS MY FORM SIX LIFE. seriously i do. <3

one shot update

2010-11-04T21:29:00.005+08:00

Venue: Raudhah Camp, Pulau Pangkor

Date: 29th to 31st October 2010

at the jetty at lumut

L6BM-ians

mini tembok besar china. XD

L6BM-ians again

im partnering inn for kayak. =) *sorry for hitting ur head*

zizi with the monkey. according to what she said. =)

strong wind cant break us. =)

the worm is really huge. believe me!!

next trip: this place!

i wonder why my this ketua tie always senget compared to the normal VI tie

Venue: Wheels, Sri Petaling

Date: 4th November 2010

me and inn feeding each other

us with banana "boat" =="

michelle's house. posing with *32* XD

2010-10-17T14:11:00.003+08:00

im out of a sudden inspired by someone to blog today. or not i dont think im going to visit my blog. so no need to expect from the readers when the owner dont feel like reading it right?

well, im nothing better than you. thats why i feel so comfortable talking to you. let me tell you my friend, im always here for you. we got to ignore what other human beings said sometimes. let what they said be the fake one. as long as im telling all the truth whenever im talking to you. cheer up yeah! <3

SAM Party and AGM 2010

2010-10-06T18:10:00.022+08:00

date: 2nd Oct 2010

venue: Duta Vista Executive Suite
time: 4pm-11pm

the fruit punch seriously not really enough. @.@

our food!

hugging wai yuen.

our victorian style. XD

promoting my fried rice!

im on the phone weh!

SMILE!

serious look

it should be very nice. maybe after i sensor it, then it should be nicer.

dearest L6BM, inofficial class photo!

random human beings frm sbs!

first player. damn sporting!

i <3>

ru sheong fatt hao ahh!

damn pro in putting on lipstick. tsk tsk tsk.

wei gee bitting! opps i mean kissing. XD

another 1 ganas. loke bitting ru sheong's ear!

09/10 SAM committee members!

after strong wind blew. ==''

09/10 SAM committee members with 10/11 committee members!

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date: 5th Oct 2010

venue: Lecture Hall, VI

time: 3pm-5pm

all wait the seniors until fell asleep. zzzz~!

the food.

souvenir for the teachers. =D

mc of the day, me and matthew.

sam 09/10 committee members.

president 10/11 giving the souvenir to the president 09/10

the souvenir we gave them!

this 1 with my hand in. XD

committee members 10/11

committee members 09/10

her face damn round!

finally done updating. =D

2010-10-03T15:52:00.002+08:00

i want to update my blog!!!! but waiting for pictures. fast upload it please human being!! had lots of fun last night. cant stop laughing whole night. when i refresh back, im still laughing now. =D thank you to those who turned up and making it a success. thank you for being so sporting when playing the games we organised. thank you seniors for guiding us all the way here. =)))

2010-09-19T01:10:00.005+08:00

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think I never will

why is it always like this? i always want to know something that i already know its gonna hurt me.

2010-09-15T17:30:00.000+08:00

do u know that?

china master 2010

2010-09-15T17:23:00.002+08:00

she injured today morning. =(

retired. no need play ady. sighhh! take care my dear. :'(

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

2010-08-29T14:25:00.002+08:00

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The Special Day =)

2010-08-15T16:20:00.004+08:00

the day started with a rush. rushed all the way to the ktm, passed 3trains only get the chance to get into the train. its damn packed! all packed like sardine. omg. i cant even feel my legs. reached mid valley, called shevon and walked to that place to meet them. watched salt with them. =D

had our lunch at the food court.

above are all the creature by lala. =S

me and shevon.

me and lala. acting despicable me's agnes? LOL

we even went bowling le. im such a loser i knowww!

lastly, group picture. =)

2010-07-18T15:15:00.002+08:00

its already 5days straight i went to the stadium to watch the matches. its all great. i think i'll regret if i miss even 1day. its fun hanging with them. =D
ahh. and i get to meet meifang also. such a long time i didnt meet her. finally. haha
pictures are all on facebook already. but there are some i'll just keep for myself. P&C. =D

2010-07-11T19:23:00.000+08:00

today was a fairytale. =)

Environment Day' 10

2010-07-06T17:12:00.002+08:00

date: 2nd July 2010

venue: form6 block

jacky jumping like a monkey at the back, polluting this pic. XD

this middle girl transferring soon. wtf

the only L6BM-ian on that day.

Science Exhibition'10

2010-07-02T20:51:00.004+08:00

pictures do the talking. im freaking tired now.

will update more for science and maths week. environment day. =)

Science Exhibition'10 Eve XD

2010-07-01T00:22:00.002+08:00

spent 5periods in bio lab doing the preparations. and the kena from MUET teacher. ;S

nahhhh! im rajin lehh

lydia also. her face damn serious. LOL

our equipments!

i dont know what is this, and i.

the lady birds and i. =D

more pictures to come in the next update. stay tuned~!

RCG'10

2010-06-20T13:51:00.002+08:00

outdated post.

RCG was on 11th to 16th june. went to school all theses days for badminton.

nah! medals here.

thursday. did nothing at home. all the day also stayed at home and EAT. ya. i ate 3x more than my usual meal! so im a sei fei poh now.

friday. went tuition. skipped PA class. and went to muna's house. party!

saturday. i woke up late for tuition. wtf. i woke up at 7.35! jump out of the bed and washed up quickly and changed. wosh~! 10mins ater im out of the house ady. i tahan-ed taxi thought of going to lrt. but the driver's son going to confusion school. so its the same way. i just need to pay rm5 to go petaling street. =D from super late, changed to super early. hehe. i reached petaling street at 8.05am.

sunday/today. homeworks!

extra class for chemistry~!

2010-06-07T23:48:00.007+08:00

and turned out to be camwhore day. right after extra class, L6BM peeps went ts to study! believe it or not. we did it! wyeeeeeee

all the girls who went to school today. =D

eng leong what you trying to do? chau sui arhh??

kick-ass!

here you go when you are born to be short, and you have to fight with LONGMAN. LOL

we are the outstanding one!

the browns!

the blackies~!

the RED DEVILS in CNY mood~!

the white "angels"?

Ah Qi's pencil case with my phone's theme!

next stop, TS gasoline. mission: study and heal our stomach!

no joke. this is real okayy!

maths sifu!

the dinosaur so hungry? eating leaves?

next stop, foodcourt. continue studying. then, some restaurant, no name one. ciplak. lol

the end of my tiring day. zzzzz!

another day. =)

2010-06-03T19:41:00.008+08:00

2010-05-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

cut or leave?

2010-05-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

this is really tiring. mentally tired. how?

tuesday =)

2010-05-18T20:57:00.007+08:00

pictures do the talking yeah!

2010-05-17T19:16:00.004+08:00

today got FIVE masa free time. heh. did nothing but talk only. for HOURS okay. salute. hmm..we shared alot huh. songs, snapping here n there and talked alot about tuitions. LOL

look at our watch! the blue 1 is mine, the pink 1 is "angel" 's watch. macam couple punya watch kan? coincidence hers is pink n mine is blue. lol.

"Angel"

see what naughty students do here la. dont know what video they watching. aihs

she non-stop talking punya.

hah! malu-malu pulak!

these was last week before scavenger hunt. =D

we were discussing something. erh. some career thing larh.

orientation week

2010-05-15T16:42:00.003+08:00

tuesday: the memorable 1 will be singing school songs. gosh. my legs were both numb after standing straight there for 2hours, using all my energy to sing out loud and PROUD.

wednesday: ice-breaking and scavenger hunt

thursday: netball and volleyball

friday: penutupan

black red black red black! wei inn is excluded cause she was wearing blue. haha! blue is not welcomed. nyehehe. it was during boys' playing basketball and we sat there nothing to do.

during ice-breaking.

you know what is this? macam iron man? or superhuman?

he is actually......tadaaa! LOBSTER MAN!

all the models!

done!

entering the hell

2010-05-10T18:15:00.002+08:00

first day of orientation in VI. today was okay. but im speechless about tomorrow. hopefully everything go on smoothly. =) but i know its not going to happen. =(

Paintball on Labour Day

2010-05-10T18:06:00.002+08:00

pictures only.

no wonder yeng kena shoot la. rupa-rupanya she run like that. haha! im in grey n black stripe shirt!

loishvah not enough bullet. and i spare him some. lol

lastly, group photo.

For You My Dear

2010-05-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

first of all, im apologizing to you. cause i dont know how to comfort you at that moment. i really feel like flying to your place and lend you my shoulders and ears. i think your decision was really hard to make. i know. i understand. by the way, your choice now is still a good choice. so dont so sad and disappointed okay? cheer up! im worrying about you when you didnt online. sigh. dont know how to describe that feeling now. just want to tell you that, no matter what you choosing, i'll support you. gambateh!

random

2010-05-03T00:07:00.005+08:00

i want to try this 1 day. hehe

so cute!

mobile uploads

my locker's trade. cute right? huisien and chu chu michelle made for me=D

my library card

its sharon's minnie mouse. but still, i like. so cute!

here you go the real pig! she automatically grab my sis's handbag and hang on her neck. smartass. its heavy. then when i say turn here n snap, she posed the pig mouth. ><"

her trade mark!

paintball

2010-05-02T23:42:00.004+08:00

date: 1st may 2010, Saturday

venue: xtion paintball, bukit jalil

chen kim kim with her gun

this is actually my shoe, the red shoe lace1. but borrowed to stef's so-called college friend, Karthy. wtf.

camwhores before briefing. after that no pictures ady. have to wait til they upload in their website. will update soon.

2010-04-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

i dont know what the fuck is wrong with the damn facebook man. why cant connect at all? sucks larh. im seriously depressed now. the place here doesnt belong to me. no. i dont belong to thing place maybe. i couldnt give them an answer whenever they ask about it. all i can do is just avoiding that question. 18 is the turning point. and i dislike it. the road ahead is completely dark. would you be my torchlight?

Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

special post

2010-04-25T23:31:00.004+08:00

cheer up girl!

dont just blame yourself. maybe the luck is not on both of you. however, kawan *me ahh* you still supporting you!

p/s: you are not a sohai la!

MSSKL 2010

2010-04-25T23:28:00.002+08:00

nothing much. but finally i know how to describe the meaning of work until look like a dog. saturday was the worst day. danm busy running up and down. keep them organised. sunday abit better. cause lesser students. phew~.

work until so tired but wont get our pay. sigh!

delayed post 3 Apr 2010

2010-04-21T01:21:00.004+08:00

if not mistaken its on saturday. sigh. too long ago ady. cant remember the date also normal right?

it was her day!:

look at the quality of this picture also you know who took this larh.

sandra kann?

hehe. another 1 shot.

the latecomer and also the earliest to leave us. hmph!

i like this picture!

its like: me: serious anot???!!

jo: serious la wehhh!

although i forgot what happened.

1 short 1 tall

tak puas, so same height now. LOL

so terpaksa la chia singgg!

her tiramisu cake. taste good!

group photo!

2010-04-21T00:39:00.002+08:00

so yeah. its not going away. someone just asked me try to do somethings so i can make myself not to think about it. but what ever im doing, im still thinking about it. horrible you know? people around just keep asking the bloody same question without knowing the feeling of bored. they are not bored of it. but i am. I AM BORED OF IT. blankly hentam it somewhere. which is till now, i dont know whether is should or shouldnt. perhaps just hentam and try? the road not taken.

p/s: sayang u banyak-banyak! tahan sakit abit la. guai guai tahan then will be recovering fast. jia you!

JJ Lin Jun Jie 林俊傑-背對背擁抱 Bei Dui Bei Yong Bao

2010-04-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

话总说不清楚
hua zong shuo bu qing chu
该怎么明了
gai zen me ming liao
一字一句像圈套
yi zi yi ju xiang quan tao
旧帐总翻不完
jiu zhang zong fan bu wan
谁无理取闹
shei wu li qu nao
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
ni de shuang shou shuai kai gang hao de wei miao
然后战火再燃烧
ran hou zhan huo zai ran shao

Chorus:
我们背对背拥抱
wo men bei dui bei yong bao
滥用沉默在咆哮
lan yong chen mo zai pao xiao
爱情来不及变老
ai qing lai bu ji bian lao
葬送在烽火的玩笑
zang song zai feng huo de wan xiao

我们背对背拥抱
wo men bei dui bei yong bao
真话兜著圈子乱乱绕
zhen hua dou zhe quan zi luan luan rao
只是想让我知道
zhi shi xiang rang wo zhi dao
只是想让你知道
zhi shi xiang rang ni zhi dao
爱的警告(这警告)
ai de jing gao (zhe jing gao )

Repeat from beginning

我不要一直到
wo bu yao yi zhi dao
形同陌路变成自找
xing tong mo lu bian cheng zi zhao
既然可以拥抱
ji ran ke yi yong bao
就不要轻易放掉
jiu bu yao qing yi fang diao

Repeat Chorus and last 3 lines of chorus

G-pot steamboat buffet

2010-04-20T12:27:00.007+08:00

lazy put caption. in conclusion, yesterday was the funniest day ever. pictures will do the talking!

lastly, now i know that next time cannot go makan with meifang ady. if im going, i must get ready. send myself to hospital. LOL. hampir tercekik, lack of oxygen cause cant breathe, and laugh even harder when we point at the hospital pantai cheras. =D

Mei Fang's 18th

2010-04-17T01:59:00.005+08:00

tiramisu cake completely hand made from jack and me to meifang jie. LOL

really look so not nice.

her face that really make me lmao!!!! its forever in my collection. hehe

jack and me

im loving meifang's punching bag!

asked B zai to help us taking dont know how many photos. then telling him we are not satisfied. LOL

me and the birthday girl =)

i gave her this card.

and my ankle. =(

gao dim.

2010-04-17T01:18:00.002+08:00

why all the bad things all happen at the same time? i cant handle these much. how you want me to go? i dont have any experiences. all i can infront of me is total darkness. was really down when i heard it. i was asking to myself. why you interested in these things? but you are not able to coop up with it, fight with others for your bright future. i asked myself. why are you so limited? urgh. i really cant think off any other better for myself. you want it better? pay more. whats up now? all you have to deal with is money. no money=no talk. sigh. who ever want to offer me that? from beginnning, i tired all my best to choose the course that dont need to go out of malaysia at all. but seems like i failed. 'fan chin' wtf

BFF

2010-04-14T02:41:00.003+08:00

this song really brings back old memories. i can remember clearly everything that happened on that day. even what you wore, how we walked there, what we talked about, how you wait there, just everything. i know why i miss that day so much. because. after that day, everything changed. too much. i even lost the only thing from you. useless me. if there is time machine, i would like to go back to that day, start everything from that day again. well. wouldn't happen at all. hopeless. i know i was the last one to see you that day. and i think i disappoint you too. i want to apologize to you here. im sorry.

thomas-uber cup

2010-04-14T01:44:00.003+08:00

look at them. training so hard for uber cup. hopefully wang lin is chosen to represent china team for uber cup. im going to support you there. =D

ouch! hopefully she is ok.

now off to hoh xin yue! mobile uploads:

eat ice-cream while shitting. not bad huhh.

2010-04-12T20:33:00.002+08:00

purposely update for the sake of meifang jie. nothing much to say actually. roughly update okay? last monday i went to the kindagarten at damansara to teach taekwondo. fuiyoh~! the place damn nice. but the kids really OMG. DEVILS. hah. except for the little japanese kid. so damn CUTE. haha. haihs. currently very tired of teaching taekwondo lor. wake up early in the morning just to go and teach. tired of taking public transports too~. T.T

2010-04-04T00:37:00.002+08:00

today. had fun at ash's place after work. going to upload pictures after her. please la weh! go upload the pictures faster okay. btw, good luck for you and take careeee!!!
argh! once i woke up in the morning, my right leg pain dou sei! now still pain. applying counter pain now. feels better at least. =P

German Open

2010-03-30T15:29:00.002+08:00

this is so encouraging. a hug will do for her. lucky you little kid!

birthday girls

2010-03-30T00:07:00.003+08:00

happy 21st birthday! i know you are going through a tough way these days. no matter what. im waiting for your return to the field!

happy 18th birthday to this dramatic fella! i miss you so much! didnt hang out with you since dont know when. didnt get to talk to you as in really talk to you since 2009, when we were still in the class. miss you!!!

2010-03-29T21:26:00.001+08:00

you know im not going to forget everything about it. i'll seriously wait patiently. wait till the right time comes.

taekwondo shoes

2010-03-26T02:57:00.001+08:00

chun right? expensive sialllll!

sien dou crazy

2010-03-25T21:13:00.001+08:00

a day without internet/ computer kills. sigh. lucky now tahan a while only. haihs.

2010-03-24T01:16:00.002+08:00

finally my hair is back to completely black but its kind of dry now. need to put more conditioner tomorrow. well. urgh. feels like banging this stupid pc. just to load a page also take me damn long time. when u gonna recover from the virus? very depress now. but of course not depress just because of that. there are some other things im really worrying about. sigh. cant do anything about it. its going to be the same. i can only keep it to myself. sometimes i really wondering why it always happen in this way? cant it be in the other way? no other solutions? its tough for me to face it in this way. my heart is so packed.

saturday

2010-03-23T00:12:00.004+08:00

the pictures for that day. you want to know why is it now only i upload? cause..."people get lazier day by day". i mean you meifang jie. LOL

hmm...i didnt get to taste this cause of the big mouth girl. lucky i still can steal a bite from her during her second round. ==''

p/s: cause I see your face i want to laugh lor!

2010-03-21T00:37:00.004+08:00

aha! now i seriously know i got silent readers lorhhh!!! *bangga* thanks for supporting. hahaha!

went sushi zanmai for lunch with sakais. was so lost in kl. cause i thought they still at pavilion. and in my mind, pavilion takda sushi zanmai okay?? lols. didnt realise sitting there actually for hours. then off to pavilion for movie. here:

this movie is so...i thought it supposed to be very nice. but actually i think kind of disgusting? but thats the fact what happen on earth. but about the heaven or in between part, i think its beautiful yet creepy cause i can feel susie's feeling. i feel so sad for her and the parents. the worst feeling is the forever gone and never come back, never see your family and friends again. that feel. i dont want to try it.

but overall, the whole day cant stop laughing when i look at meifang jie jie's face. haha. she sound so old here. muahahahah!!

ahh! she keep complaining that for 2months dont know how many days didnt mention her in my blog. i actually keep asking yen when she coming back de lor! say until im so 'kan' . not fair betul.

2010-03-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

im no longer interested in what im supposed to be interested. why all? whats wrong with my life now? urgh! i cant decide at all. what should i choose now? why am i making everyone's life so difficult? why am i making troubles to other people? i dont want to write more about it here. i wanna talk to someone. but the someone is up to her problem now. aihs. nobody can help me other than myself. sigh.

karthy's 18th belated birthday celebration.

2010-03-16T00:20:00.006+08:00

celebrated at pavilion redbox plus.

here's my darling!

her cupcakes chic.

look. on my right, sei fei zhai is there. left. leng lui. but look at how suffer am i. LOL

still got lots. will upload till they uploaded it. waiting for hui siennn!

Under The Mountain

2010-03-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

not bad la the movie. =)

2010-03-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

okay. wanna mention abit about the exact feeling. actually i think its already very good for a lazy person like me who didnt bother to study at all during that moment. i got to say im not supposed to get that amounts of a's. i dont deserve to. well. but the worst thing is the stupid subject with the stupid teacher made my results look so retard. after thinking whole night, and the longest message i ever received, i made up my mind with the brand new thoughts of mine. "im walking my path. i dont believe that small minor thing can ruin my life. i dont believe". so cheers!

Alice In The Wonderland

2010-03-12T20:39:00.003+08:00

watched alice in the wonderland, 3D in TS

camwhoring in kitschen. then kena halau also.

11/3/2010

2010-03-12T20:12:00.007+08:00

spm 2009 results day.

before the results.

after results. can see my eyes abit swell?

at wong kok

on the way to maluri lrt station

my food

our drinks

at forever21.

as usual, camwhore then kena halau. blek.

at skin lab.

amanda was there. so we also hang out there.

group photo.

me eyes ter-blinked

at the dont know what hong kong cafe

toilet.

gao dim.

2010-03-11T07:21:00.002+08:00

i dont know why am i here so the freaking early. i set the alarm to wake me up at 8.30am kay. but now its like 7am. i cant get back to sleep. argh! very sleepy. more or less there is really the nervous feeling in me. i say only im not. but at this moment i cant help myself at all. wtf. so. whatever it is going to be, im going thank the bunch of people who gave me all their luck. i can feel the sincerity from their true heart. you know who you are. no need mention name. thank you people!

Sports Day 2010

2010-03-09T19:11:00.001+08:00

pictures do the talking!

done =)

2010-03-09T00:18:00.004+08:00

im so in the mood to blog now. but. not much to blog though. lols. well, sports day 2010.

although its not a perfect performance, but they did it well. there were most of the parts they did faster than how it supposed to be, but they did it fast together, finish also together. nice one.

random. me and tiara.

both also wearing red. i like this picture. =)

2010-03-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

the nervous feeling is not going away. till when you wanna stay?

watch him

2010-03-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

he's so cute!

2010-02-28T04:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday. working whole day in a not comfortable form. im damn sleepy all the time. my fingers are not enough to count how many times i yawned. well, still im not okay with those peoples.

1. the woman thought i dont know how to use the board while im actually looking for the cellotape i put on the board last 2weeks.

2. i dont like people blow water until too over. maybe she thought im 3year old kid.

3. hey, if she is not a good person then you are what? if not a devil then you are the worst person who curse like nobody's business.

4. hey. what wrong with short hair? is there a law in malaysia that girls cant cut short hair/boycut?

its up to me what hair style i like okay. who are you to judge? as long as im comfortable with my hair. is it my hair make your eyes pain? shut your eyes dont look at my hair. thats what you can do. my wish okay about how my hair looks like. dont need your comments at all.

5. dont know why people so care about my future more than myself. and hey. i dont think there is anything wrong with form6 okay. with what your thoughts, so called form6 wasting time, going back to school, wearing uniform, waking up early? nonsense. think rationally, there are benefits in form6. come on people. i didnt stop you all going college. but why do you have to complain about my form6 while i dont even care about what you have stated? is there anything wrong with going to school? what you go college then no need to wake up early?

someone asked me this: oooh! you dont like college because you think everyone is playing in college is it???

me: no. i can see people studying damn hard in college okay. they get so stressed with their assignments. ==''

this person just misunderstood my thoughts about college and form6. wth.

下半生

2010-02-26T01:27:00.004+08:00

his voice is as good as khalil fong's. currently kind of addicted to khalil fong's songs and 下半生 by 刘界辉. cupid stupid's ending. i dont like. make me emo-er. well, i dont like myself these days. everything seems so confusing. my brain kind of rusted. cant think too much. i mean im thinking but cant find a best solution to solve the problem. how useless. i dont like myself.

2010-02-25T17:25:00.002+08:00

finally. my shoulder is now lighter. things are all clear now. what i want to say is that she deserves to get that from me. she is no longer my friend anymore. well, i think its the best way just to avoid since meeting up with you will get me so frustrated. eventhough i dont want to take this way, but i have to. im forced to. oh. or maybe can say, you forced me to do this. the end.

CNY

2010-02-19T23:41:00.004+08:00

CNY outing. 1st hang out place: Low Yat redbox

2nd: pavilion for movie. Percy Jackson n Lighting Thief, then Wong Kok.

my food.

me n sharon

our movie tickets. mine is 10.

Cameron Highland

2010-02-17T17:45:00.010+08:00

CNY first day: just arrived in cameron highland

the view from our apartment.

before dinner: all take pictures& get angpaos!

dinner is ready. so EAT

2nd day: watching sunrise and jungle trekking

the view from telekom tower.

jungle trekking in Gunung Brinchang

gao dim. got more pictures to go i guess. waiting for my brother.

2010-02-16T19:38:00.002+08:00

so now whats up with my life? its like a roller coaster. haihs. didnt mean to make myself emo during all these supposed to be happy moment. but hey. what to do. it all happened. and all make it suck. aint fun okayyy. wtf. horrible. gahhhh! i dont care. i want mahjong and movie. cny movie. make me laugh my ass off please? going to upload photos from cameron highland here till my bro send it all to me. =) even me havent finish viewing all the pictures. T.T im waiting patiently. he is resizing it.

p/s: kl hot like hot fresh oven. not like cameron. cold like :S

today morning i wore 1t-shirt, 1sweater and a wind breaker. i dont want to get down from the bed. gosh. cold dou. the tap water cold like usually i took a bottle of water from the fridge. even when its during noon. going to blog more about it later. =)

2010-02-13T01:46:00.002+08:00

not in the blogging mood. so cin cai la.

this is what usually we do in the fitting room.

sg.wang's parkson

jusco maluri

and if raining, means no playground for her. so high-ing in the car.

and instead of wearing herself, she forced me to wear the sunglasses and camwhore.

done~ happy CNY!

2010-02-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

my blog is half dead. and so what happened to the owner of this blog. sienz! cny is coming!!!! blah. very excited. i havent finish doing my shopping ok. gonna continue my shopping on thursday! ngeks. i dont feel like updating my blog la. but seems too dead. so simply update la ok. ciaoz now. lols

2010-01-31T19:51:00.002+08:00

i've got to say, once avoided, it'll forever stay the same. sigh. there are so many things out of my control. so. i dont know. lols. or i can say i didnt do anything but it changed like this. funny eh? funny shit. ==

2010-01-21T23:52:00.007+08:00

today Malaysia Open Super Series 2010 round2

im tired la. dont feel like typing much. so enjoy the pictures. =)

fyi: its all wang lin's pictures

she is diong warm up before her match

look. she loves stitch! and so i gave her 2stitch keychains

during her match against bae seung hee

thats all. ciaoz!

2010-01-17T23:46:00.003+08:00

kit yann's birthday party. i think people should plan more parties like this. so we can gather!

sui poh connie!

yee wen wanted to take a pic with lam fung. so i helped her. nyeh!

a big group pic.

looks good.

pictionary

vicky zeh and me

2010-01-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

whats the point you putting someone in the important place in your heart, care about them while they dont care? or i can say they come and find you when they are bored or nobody layan them? i dont know la.

i miss all of you la! but i want to talk to ashley only! jangan jealous la kit yann. hahaha!